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Get to work Fish!

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I'd forgotten the word 'putti.' Odd, since they're probably the very essence of a pedophile's wet dream, and to be sure, these are the muggery buggery days of pedos ruling the world.

Your deep knowledge of art history and unique take on the aesthetic and anesthetic tides and currents that shape it is awesome (couldn't think of a more erudite or hackneyed term to use there, HA!).

Welcome back to Circle VIII of hell on Earth, Fish! IX is coming -- but the planet has to burn to ash and dust before evil is locked ice-tight from the waist down in the next Glacial Age. Everyone forgets that dry ice is actually an agonizing burn.

These days, in these interstitial times, that marrow-deep quickening is an acute ex nihilo in nihilum (from nothing to nothing) sense of being and presence ... reminding me again of Kerouac's epiphany in DESOLATION PEAK, as Paul Maher, Jr. recounts in "Prelude to Big Sur" ....

=== https://acrossanunderwood.wordpress.com/2016/10/08/prelude-to-big-sur/ ===

He recalled his Desolation Peak satori: “I don’t know, I don’t care, and it doesn’t make any difference.” It didn’t even make a difference to go to Heaven, or the work it took to get there. There is no connection to what we are doing now and what we’ll be doing in Heaven. On earth, there is no “honest justice” so one is forced to hang in the balance in the great Void existing between Heaven and Earth.

Death haunted, Kerouac pictured his gravestone and its epitaph:

I DON’T KNOW

I DON’T CARE

AND IT DOESN’T MAKE

ANY DIFFERENCE

Kerouac daydreamed of his death, of dying alone in the whirling Void, of the futility of a vainglorious funeral. He feels wiser because he sees the humor of it all. It wasn’t the death of Self that brings you closer to Heaven, but the “not-Self.”

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